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	2004.10.18  17.43 OoO Said good-bye to ShaunaRae and headed home. I got home and hung out in my room for awhile. I printed all my papers out and proofread the hell out of them. Then I hung out with local people and did whatever. We watched Pulp Fiction and Jesse got really impatient and Lindsay was freaking out. I was telling everyone how good of a weekend I had with ShaunaRae and how she cheated on her boyfriend. It is only because she loves me :-p Nothing else interesting happened that night...and today I did alot of work but tonight has yet begun... Mood: content

	2004.10.17  15.04 Yay again... Ian woke me up the next morning and played Play station until I got up around 2pm. He went home and ShaunaRae came over and we hung out. We played Crash until about 5pm. Then we went to the movies with a few other people and saw Taxi. The movie had it's funny parts, it was not that bad. After that I drove everyone to Burger King and got food. Then we went back to the mall and I left everyone there and I went back home to babysit my sister from 9pm - 12. The day was pretty straight forward, but it was a non-fighting day. That is what made my day. Last night I finished my 5 page paper on "The Things They Carried" and my 4 page opinionated paper on "Euthanasia." I woke up this morning around 1pm ate my waffles and typed my 6 page paper on 3 poems I composed. I also just read a few pages in my history book about the Revolution. My mom is making Spaghetti tonight for dinner then I am on my way home. I will write what happens tonight later..probably tomorrow. Mood: =D

	2004.10.16  00.28 Productive! Woke up this morning and it was cloudy and mild. Went to my English class and found out I had a lot more work to do. Then History class was canceled so I went back to the room and began doing homework, alot of homework. Then I went to my 1:30pm Spanish class and got back and my mom picked me up. Jesse rearranged the TV so he could watch it in bed that lazy shit haha. I got home and hung out with Ian over at CVS and Sunoco for alittle bit. Then I went with Shaunarae to the mall and met a couple of people. We hung out there and was supposed to go see a movie but didn't. She called her friend Jessie and she came and hung out. The whole time I was with Shaunarae it was like we were going out..but we weren't. Then we left and I dropped off practically everyone. Then me and Shaunarae had a very..tiny..small..session..tee..hee..haha...Then the drive home was friggin amazing I could not believe it. I missed her so much I had suc ha great night. One of the best nights i have had in awhile. We had such a good time..no fighting..and we hung out..I did not get upset at all really. I got home and then I went out and picked Ian up and he is high as a kite. I brought him back here and now he's sleeping on my floor haha. Mood: =D

	2004.10.15  01.43 Regular... Today was a regular day...woke up went to my music class..after breifly attacking Jesse's alarm clock. Got back and went to lunch with Krista and Amy. After that we went up and hung out in Amy's room until she had class and Krista went back to Villanova. Jesse comes home and me and Pete help him unload his car from Heinz. After that we chillin the room. Jesse slept with Lindsay and I sat at my computer looking for an article. Then Jesse stayed home and I went to swimming and learned how to do a flip dive and beat one of the girls..i was happy. Then me and Brendan came back and i finished my damn paper. Then I went with Kevin and Brendan and walked around. Then I went off by myself for a little bit then went to Tim's place and chilled there. Then I came back and met the two people who made me Peter Pan. Then I went into the bathroom and Mike was taking a poop. I saw the other toilet and it was stuffed up. I flushed it once and it began to slowly overflow. With a grin and smacked it again adn got the water everywhere. Little did i know Mike had only socks on! So he was looknig for me..then me Alivia and..the other girl..haha formulated a plan to get me to my room. It worked and I ran to my room and hoped on here! haha Mood: Meh

	2004.10.13  21.05 I dont know... Last night I hung out outside with Krista, Angela, Lindsay, Jesse, John, Brendan, Pete and others. After that basically everyone left to get high. I went back to the room ate easy mac and watched Half-Baked. Krista comes in around 2am and starts laughing and i laugh at her. After that we go to her room so she can get money. Then we go to Wachovia so i could get money. Then from there we went to Dunkin Donuts. Then i went back to the room and went to sleep. I woke up went to all my classes came back at 11 and did so much freaking homework and went to lunch. I went to Spanish and after that I came back and played Whiffleball. Our team finally won. After that we went back to our room I did more homework and Jesse and Lindsay took a nap. After that we went to dinner where i ate two slices of pizza and fries. Then me Jesse and Brendan went to swimming and it was death again. After that I sat out with Steph and Sonia and watched my friends play football waiting for Brendan to take a shower. In a little bit I am going to Tim's place and going to hang out for awhile. This week with Shaunarae has not been that bad..a little tension here and there. I just want all the drama to stop. Mood: mellow

	2004.10.12  14.05 Not any better... After that night things did not get better. Monday morning I got my english paper back and my teacher said it was ungradeable. Then I went to history class and got that paper back and it was a C. After that I felt like I did so poorly. Then I went to spanish at 1:30 and did the usual. After that I went back to the dorms and played whiffleball outside. Of course our team loses haha. That night Lauren and Amanda both found out about who I was with on the weekend. Amanda hates me and Lauren tried talking to me. We also played airsoft that night. Public Safety came and we ran from the back of theatre all the way up to the Stitler Auditorium. It was a rush. After that I went over to the apartments with John and company. Today is gonig pretty good so far. I woke up and skipped my stupid seminar class and went to my music class. Then from 12:15 to 1:20pm I had a meeting with my english teacher about my paper. After that I came back to the dorms and hung out with Lindsay and Brendan. I ate pizza and mac and cheese. Everyday that goes by I feel worried about something. I know she has someone new..and there is nothing I can do about it and every day adn every night I worry about her..I don't know what is gonig to happen. I jsut want to try what I want to try but I don't think she cares. I tried talking toher but she is busy or I am about to leave. I really hope she agrees to the proposal from which arose from within. I do not want to lose touch with, and I know if she proclaims negatively I will be left to drift alone on my conquest through life. Love will never part from me but if I must I wont. Also I am coughing up a storm and swimming the other night was death. yeah. Mood: Coughing sucks

	2004.10.10  13.47 Hell Rises...and Heavens Fall That night...I went over Shaunarae's house and I immediately cried. Anyone can call me a pussy or whatever I do not care. I saw her and I missed her so much and she looked so beautiful. We talked for awhile and then we did some "things." Doing these things caused her to cheat on her new boyfriend Justin. While we were there I asked her if she hooked up with anyone and she told me no. So naturally I believed her. I went home happy and talked to her online then gradually got tired and went to bed. The next day I went over and laid with her in bed. Then we had sex and again she cheated on her boyfriend. After that we went to the Halloween store and Ian tagged along. Then we went to Angela's for Ian to get a hotdog haha. We went back to my house and we were laying together while she was sort of watching my little sister. So then we laid upstairs and we got in this huge fight and i found out she lied to me everytime i asked her if she hooked up with someone. Here she hooked up with Joe Chrome and Justin. So we had a really big fight and i did not want her anywhere near me at the time. Then i came home and went to a party over at John's apartment where I saw everyone and made my night a little better. Then Jesse passed out and this kid James teabagged him twice haha. We hung out and I went in the other room for a little and talked on the phone..then I dragged Jesse back to our dorm and he passed out. Then I pulled out my airsoft gun and me and John fucked him up. It was so funny. Then I went to sleep. BREAKING NEWS: SHAUNARAE LIKES IAN AND ASKED MARY IF SHE WOULD MIND IF THEY DID "ALOT" OF STUFF. IF THEY EVER DID ANYTHING I WOULD NEVER SPEAK TO IAN AGAIN OR HER. I am so pissed off that I just found this out...and i was just talking to her trying to make things right and she goes and does this. SHE WONDERS WHY I GET SO FUCKING PISSED OFF! LOOK AT THIS SHIT SHE PULLS! LYING TO ME...CHEATING...BREAKING PROMISES...LIKING MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND..AND SHE STILL SAYS SHE LOVES ME....THAT IS SOME FUCKED UP SHIT!...THERE IS NO MEASURE TO HOW MAD I AM RIGHT NOW...I REALLY WANT TO DIE RIGHT NOW..I TRIED BEING NICE TO HER ONLINE AND ALL SHE SAID WAS "ARE YOU GLAD YOU GOT THAT OFF YOUR CHEST?" "IM LEAVING BYE." LIKE WTF IS THAT BULLSHIT. I REALLY JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH HER BUT SHE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE..YOU DONT LIKE YOUR EX LOVERS BEST FRIEND...AND I ALSO FOUND OUT SHE SAT ON HIM A WEEK AGO AND IS FLIRTY TOWARDS HIM. I don't know what to do right now...I need to die right now... Mood: PISSED THE FUCK OFF

	2004.10.08  21.39 Home Woke up early this morning to my lovely Metallica. I went to all my two classes came back and saw Jesse, Tim, and John watching Braveheart. So of course I sat with them and watched it. After that i went to my 1:30pm spanish class and sat there. I got back and Jesse and Zach drove me home. We stopepd at Petco and Jesse got Carl Mahomie's replacements. He left and then I hung out with Ian and we went to Angela's Pizzeria and it was so good. After that we went to the Neshaminey Football Game because someone I wanted to talk to went over some loser's house. Any who then I saw a lot of people I haven't seen in awhile so it was a good time. Then i left and drove Kyle and Ian home. Now i am sitting here listening to music and i am hopefully talking to Shaunarae tonight..we'll see how that goes =/ Mood: Fuck...

	2004.10.07  14.55 Tonight... OK well..last night was pretty fucking insane haha. Jesse me and this new kid John drove to this place and got what Jesse wanted. We went back to his apartment and played soul caliber on his 65inch hi-def tv haha. That was fun as shit. We hung out there most of the night. After that we went over Tim's apartment and hung out there. The whole time we are with a fair many group of people. Then we came back and I woke Lauren up and told her to drive to Dunkin Donuts for me. I ate two vanilla frosted donuts and two croissants. I went back to school and fell asleep. This morning I walked into our room and Jesse was partially asleep. I slowly climbed up to his bed and jumped on him and shook him like crazy. It was so funny cause he could not do anything. When I came back Jesse was up and he walked over to say hi to his fish (Carl Ahomie) and he was floating HAHA. This is Jesse right here....."::tap:: ::tap::" "NOOOOO!" "::tap:: ::tap::" "NOOOOOOOO!" It was by far one of the funniest things i have ever seen Jesse do haha. At the same time i felt a slight sadness for Carl. Then i threw on a bath robe and walked outside with him and he sat there and people walked by staring at me that was good also. Anyway, today is Jesse's 19th birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSE haha and tonight we are throwing a big party for him and i probably will not be back to tell you about it until tomorrow :-p Mood: like always

	2004.10.06  11.17 Two Days... I have not written in my journal because I was too lazy to do so. I do not really remember what happened two days ago because it was two days ago...I believe i hung out with John and company up at the baseball field. Yesterday I went to all my classes and came back and we just...fuck i don't really remember....wtf...the days here are so similar I do not remember little details...sigh...but I do remember in detail last night we played air soft it was me Brendan, John, and Kevin. "BRENDAN BRENDAN! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!" "hahaha" "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!" "OVER HERE!" ::Brendan gets lit up:: "Good job douche bag, Brendan." Brendan our team lost three or more times..we need to start stratagizing....o yeah I remember we also played wiffleball with a bunch of people and my team lost twice yet again. Chelsea came by and i grabbed a bat and I told her I was going to smash her in the face and it would make her look prettier..and she fucking laughed like I was joking or some shit. I am slowly remembering what happened in the day. Me Jesse and Zach watched Eurotrip and Jesse found that movie to be quite interesting. Then we watched 50 First Dates later that night. THEN Lauren came down and we watched The Patriot and it was a good movie and when people walked in I bitched them out namely because light shone through the door and it was bright. And tonight is going to be THE night. Jesse's birthday is tonight at midnight and it is going to be straight through partying..with our classes in between. I'll write about this Friday night or whenever I get time to. Mood: AHHHHHH

	2004.10.04  11.52 Drama sucks Fuckin A! I went home the other day for my Dad's birthday. Amanda (Flava Flave) drove me home...fast..and I went to Donatos and got some pizza with my friend Ian, then celebrated my dad's birthday but mostly hung out in my room. Amanda's parents came and picked me up and we went back to school. When I got back to school it was nothing but drama. I hate drama so much everyone at our school acts like it is high school. People need to stop acting fake and shut the fuck up. I do not want any involvement with that shit. Anyways I hung out sorta by myself and for a little went skateboarding with Brendan. I wrote a short two page paper around 3am and crashed. It was by far one of the worst days here. And I just got done two classes and hopefully going to lunch soon. I also got a B on my history exam I was a little upset about that. I just reconfigured my fucking portfolio for English and now I might take a nap. Mood: Fuckin Drama

	2004.10.01  12.22 Last Night and Today... Yesterday we played football from 7pm - 10pm at night. We played roughly around 6 on 6 or 7 on 7 with a three man line. When we got done everyone was sore, dirty and tired as shit. After I took a shower I called Lauren to come down and I slowly carried my laundry downstairs. I threw everything in the washers and we began studying. In the middle of our studying her ex-boyfriend called and that was a bit awkward. She handed me the phone and I talked to him for a little bit. After he hung up we continued to study as much as we could. Then I folded someones comforter in the dryer so I could throw my shit in the dryers. When the dryers stopped Lauren went up to bed and I folded my clothes and put them away then went back downstairs and hung out with Brendan for awhile. After he was done we walked upstairs and was hanging out then I went into Laurens room. Both her and her roommate had "pains." This morning I woke up at 9:00am and went downstairs and showered and got dressed. I opened my History book immediately and began looking over everything all over again. When I got into my class he handed us this little blue book with only theme paper in it. Then he handed us a one sheet test. At first glance I was like this is going to be easy. I did 1 - 20 with little to no problem. Then the next section I had to describe in vital detail 4 things. I chose Bacon's Revolt, Glorious Revolution, Louis-berg, and a quote from Preston at the Boston Massacre. After that I wrote a (short) huge friggin essay on the French & Indian war or the Seven Years War. The good thing about college is you can leave whenever the test is over but it still took me a good hour to complete it. I wrote 8pages in that little blue book and my hand was killing me. After that I went downstairs and showed Lauren the test and she panicked because the test she was getting could be slightly different. We studied for a total of 4hours I feel confident I did well so I am hoping my feelings are correct. Anyways tonight is going to be a really good night. Brendan's friend is coming up, Jesse's friend is coming up, my friend Andrew is coming up, John's friend and two of his friends friends are coming up, and Danny's one friend is coming up for Jesse haha. We are all going over to Tim's apartment to party. There is going to be so much shit there it is unheard haha. I'll be cool about everything though and Andrew has never been here so this should be good. I will write tonight or tomorrow how the night went and any funny highlights haha. Mood: anxious

	2004.09.30  16.55 SURVEY! * Flown on a plane: Once..up and back from Flordia * Ever been so drunk you blacked out: No * Tried drugs: Yes * Missed school because it was raining: No * Told a boy that you liked them: I like my friends * Put a body part on fire for amusement: Finger haha * Had the opposite sex see you naked: Yes * Dated someone older than you: Yes * Dated someone younger than you: umm...yea * Had a crush on a friends girlfriend: I don't think so... * Been hurt emotionally: Many times * Kept a secret from everyone: Yes * Had an imaginary friend: I don't think so... * Ever thought an animated character was hot? Girls in Anime are cute i guess haha * Been on stage: Yeah in grade school * Cut your hair: I have to when it gets too long * Had crush on a teacher? Yeah haha in grade school * Sworn your love? Yes... * Felt so good you could die? ::shrug:: * Believed you were going insane? Rare moments... * Been dumped? hahaha...of course ----------------------FAVORITE------------------------------------ * Shampoo: Pert Plus 2 in 1 haha * Favorite color: Blue Gray Green * Day/Night: Depends * Summer/Winter: Fall haha * Cartoon Character: Wolverine * Favorite Food: Waffles * Favorite Advertisement: ::shrug:: * Favorite Drink: Water * Person to talk to online: People who care about me * Favorite Sport: Football Skateboarding * Favorite Car: El Camino, Corvette, BMW -----------------RIGHT NOW------------------ * Wearing: Jeans, blue Element shirt, brown shoes, white socks, belt * Eating: Nothing * Drinking: Nothing * Thinking about: Shawn doing his homework instead of going to work. Meagan. * Listening to: Incubus - Pardon Me ---------------IN THE LAST 48 HRS------------------ * Cried: No...that is a surprise * Worn Jeans: Yea twice. * Done Laundry: Nope * Drove a car: Nope * Talked on the phone: Yeah * Kissed Someone: Yes * Done more than kissed: maybe.. * Cheated: Never..happened to me all the time though * Committed a crime: I don't think so? * Got caught committing a crime: Nope * "Sinned": haha maybe? * Hacked: Yes * Told someone to kiss your ass: No haha * Did they?: No * Said "I love you": Nope * Meant it?: If I said it yes... ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- * Yourself: Sometimes * Your friends: More than in myself * Santa Claus: No * Tooth Fairy: No * Destiny/Fate: We make our own... * Angels: Yeah * Ghost: Yeah * UFO's: Seen one before. (I saw it with you JAY!) * God: Yes --------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ * Do you ever wish you had another name? Yeah...Andrew or Ian haha * Do you like anyone? Yeah? * Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Ian..Brendan..Jesse..Pat * Which of your friends could you tell anything to? I would hope all of them. * Which of your friends have you known the longest? (Tiffany)Andrew, Pat, Ian, Scott Who's the loudest: Ian ------------FINISH EACH SENTENCE------------- * Let's walk on the: Moon * Let's run through: A field * What a nice: Butt * Let's look at the: Shit * Where did all these: * When will they: stop * Why can't you: shut the fuck up * Silly, little: shit * Show me some: skin. * the sky is: blue * Tell me: why? * Hide me: Under the couch * Love me: or not * I love your: eyes * My mom thinks: im high

	2004.09.30  12.14 Opps...:-D Sorry I have not been writing I have been pretty busy. Monday or Tuesday I played football with Jesse, Brendan, Eric, Steve, Ben, John, and Patrick. Amanda and Amy were on the sidelines cheering but then the mysteriously left. After the game we showered and went to dinner. Everyday has been almost the same thing. I wake up go to class coem back eat hang out go do something then eat again then go to the apartments. Yesterday I got out of class ate and then I went to the library with Brendan Jesse and Lauren. Jesse had to type two papers, Brendan studied for Chem, and me and Lauren studied for History. Brendan and Jesse left around 7:30pm. I stayed with Lauren until about 9pm. We still did not get everything covered. We had to look at the Anne Hutchenson Trials, Salem Witch Trials, Boston Massacre, John's Smith venture over to America, and 15 pages of notes in my copybook. We are studying again tonight because the exam is tomorrow. For History I also have to read a 200page book and type a 3-4page paper by next Friday. I'll get everything done it is easy. Yesterday I went with Jesse to Phila and we hung out a bit. Around 9:30pm I hung out with Tarah and her friends and that was funny. After that me and Lauren walked to the apartments and met Jesse, Tim, John, Danny, Zach, and Jeff. Jeff is the scariest mother fucker. He is so fucking creepy when it comes to girls. Anyway we hung out there for awhile. After that me Jesse Lauren John and Tim left. I went back grabbed Brendan and me Lauren and him went to D & D. I got three vanilla frosted donuts and 2 croissants. I ate them so fast it was unheard haha. I don't know what is going on tonight but i am done class and it is noon so that is awesome. I also just got back from the dining hall adn i ate so fucking much haha Mood: full

	2004.09.27  12.09 Back Home! After dinner on Sunday night my parents drove me home. I got home and I saw Brendan and we stared at eachother and slowly walked away it was funny. I set everything back up in my room and went upstairs to see Lauren and the crew haha. They went and played some games and had a "Girl's Night." I went downstairs and hung out in my room and then I walked over to the apartments where Jesse was. I got in and say down and began watching Forrest Gump. Then we took a small break and then we finished the movie and we walked back and Lauren called me so I met her in Dilworth's Lounge. Then i sat there with her for a little bit. After that she came back to my room with me. We chilled and talked for awhile..then well fell asleep haha so when I got home my day got better. Although when I was hoem I did clean the shit out of my room whiel watching the football games :-D Mood: relieved

	2004.09.26  00.22 Tonight... Today was good and bad. I woke up and Ian went home around 12. I went downstairs and ate a lot of pancakes..yum..Pat called shortly after and asked what was going on. I told him i was not doing anything and that i would come over. I went over his house and hung out for a little while and then went down to Andrew's house. Pat grabbed his little gun and put a paint ball mask on and shot me and Andrew multiple times. We basically hung out for awhile and went to Wendy's. After they left around 4:00pm I got a call from Tiffany so i went over her house and hung out. I have not seen her in two years haha. I grew up with this girl i have known her longer then any other person right now. About eleven years O_O. We hung out and her sister forgot my name. Her mom remembered me though haha. Around 7:15pm i drove to the mall and met Shaunarae and her nosy friends. We watched the movie "The Forgotten". During the movie Shaunarae asked if my proposal was still in effect and i said i didn't know. Then she got pissed off told me she hated me so many times. Told me she never wanted to talk to me again or see me ever again. After the movie her friends tried to act tough and confront me but i just told those fags that it was none of their fucking business and not to worry about it. After that i left and went to my car i parked in an empty parking lot outside of Boscovs and called Lauren. Of course on the phone i balled and went nuts. At one point i could not breathe and i panicked and chucked my phone and it hung up and i was spasming out like insane and i couldn't feel my body parts. She called back and i was telling her what was going on and i was in that parking lot till 11pm. After the talk with Lauren i felt a lot better and drove home and at 5slices of pizza and a krimpet. Then i called Tiffany back and talked to her for awhile about her taking the wrong pills and going temp. blind haha sigh....so the night was pretty bad...thank you Lauren for talking to me and helping me out :-D Mood: discontent

	2004.09.24  12.53 Late Morning... Woke up late this morning of course. The volume on my alarm clock is at nothing. I woke up at 9:30am. My English class is at 8:30am. The previous night me, Steve, Kristen, Lauren, Kumar, Brendan, Steph, Crystal, and Amy went to dunkin donuts at midnight. I ate two vanilla frosted donuts and two croissants. They were so good. I came back and felt a little upset due to the fact i was going home and i did not want anything bad to happen while i was at home. I came into my room around 4:00am and finished my 4 page paper and then typed a 2 page paper on an exercise for English the following morning. I got up late and went insane and Jesse just looked at me like i had four heads. I ran to my 9:45am History class. Just before that i got my money and shit from Lauren and said good-bye to her then saw my English professor. She was disappointed in me, i was like fuckin A. Then i came back and met up with Jesse and Dirty and we went to the Dining Hall and i got pizza, fries, and a scrumptious cake..mmmm. Then i came back here and just hung out. I am going home today on the 3:00pm train. Since Jesse is driving me i don't want to walk to the 4:00pm train haha. I had spaghetti yesterday with Brendan ::eyes moving side to side:: MY SPOON IS TOO BIG... MY SPOON IS TOO BIG... MY SPOON IS TOO BIG... I AM A BANANA! That is some crazy shit right there...